1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? It honestly doesn’t matter as long as there’s a connection
2.When did your last hug take place?tuesday
3.Are you a jealous person? I can be
4.Are you tired right now? Nah
5.Do you chew on your straws? Yea
6.Have you ever been called a tease? I don’t think so
7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? Yes
8.Do you cry easily? I used to
9.What should you be doing right now? Living my life
10.Are you a heavy sleeper? I’m told I am, I guess it depends.
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? Yea
12.Are you mad at someone right now?yes
13.Do you believe in love? I would like to
14.What makes you laugh no matter what? Random jokes
15.Who was the last person you talked to? My damn mom
16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like? Yes
17.Will you get married? I don’t know maybe
18.When was the last time you smiled? Today I think
19.Does anyone like you? I don’t know I’d hope they’d tell me.
20.Do you secretly like someone? Yea
21.Who was the first person you talked to today? My best friend
22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? My best friend
23.What are you NOT looking forward to? The next three months living at my house
24.What ARE you looking forward to? Moving out
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? I think so
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? Mind my business were not together anymore
27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?yes the week after my bday
28.Are you a forgiving person? I try
29.How many TRUE friends do you have?hmm probably 4
30.Do you fall for people easily? Not anymore
31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? Nope
32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? 4 venti coffees
33.Who was the last person you drove with? My best friend
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?unm probably 2 I have isomnia
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? Yes
36.Who was the last person you took a picture of? No one
37.Can you live a day without TV? Yup
38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? Unm today
39.Three names you go by.. Ira lil Ira and laeli
40.Are you currently in a relationship? Nope
41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie? Rent
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? I would like too
43.What’s your current problem? I am not happy at home
44.Have you ever had your heart broken? Yup more than once it still is
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships? It’d be ok if the other person was willing to work with it
46.How many kids do you want to have?none
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? Very hard

// The used //

I never really understood the meaning behind the word “used”. I knew it was a form of past tense as in something that has use must be used, but I never really knew; nor accepted the fact I could be used. The sad truth of it all is that even though I know I’m being used I have no problem being used per say. It’s some where of the borderlines of masochistic and anxiety or something like that. The feeling of being alone terrifies me so I do any and everything i can from keeping that from happening. I surround myself with people who I know hate or just don’t really care for me. It’s not that I like the abuse I get from them it’s their presence I take in, somedays I feel as though it’d be so simple to just be by myself. Then I remember what It was like for those two lonely years. Being alone sucked and I found out the hard way that money really can buy you happiness; in a sense anyway. I brought my friends basically I did whatever I could to keep them around, but then I met people who actually wanted to be around me. It’s hard to tell now as I’m growing older with these people. If they will actually stay or leave, and with that the fear of being alone again kicks in and so does the habit of doing the absolute most. It’s sad honestly and quite pathetic that I find this as a method of release but even at this moment and time I still feel as if I need to give more…
Sincerely
The Used

If your getting on tumblr to blog about pointless shit about your life that no one cares about do the world a favor kill yourself

// IM BACK!!! AND SHIT GOT REAL//

SOOOO you know whats been irritating me family. So how is it the people who are suppose to be supportive and try to understand you are the people who give you the most shit. Like ok nigga if you know im deppresed and shit how the fuck are you gonna just bitch at me more. Like ok yeah thanks for making the situation worse and i could understand if it was once then you sat down to understand me but no its an everyday thing. Then you have the ones who dont understand when your upset so when you explain it to them they give you shit for it as if your like some little whinny ungrateful brat when the real thing is your friend either just died or is in the hospital or in a terrible situation and your torn up because all you can think is that its your fault and ya know i could get past all of it if the one person who i thiought i would never hate or wish wasnt apart of my family has become one of the person i hate the most. How is it that over the years youve changed the most and its not as though we driffted apart youve just dont care or understand anymore. Some days honestly i wonder to myself should i just isolate myself. Then maybe all the badness and the ignorance would stop or maybe i should just be an artist again and be the canvas and the artist.  Maybe i should i run away or fly away or just get away. They say im to emotional, they say i dont understand, they say im weak, they say i wont ever fit into society. I smile and tell them that im me and thats all i can be and will be. And ill be damned if i ask any of them for help… this rant was just something i needed to get outta me.

// You are Verified. Bitch who the fuck cares!!!//

// THIS SHIT HAS TO STOP!!//

Ok so this topic is i dont even know how to explain how much it inferiates me ok. So gblt, gay,bi,transgedred, or lesbian which ever you are you are you and beautiful. The reason im ranting about this is because people don’t fucking understand them. They are fucking people ok not diseased ridden people, not creatures, not beings sent from hell to corrupt the world they are fucking human!!! SO stop fucking treating them different not only do people treat them different people treat them as if they have a disease or as if they fucking crazy. SOME CHURCHES claim that it is a disease a sin that the devil has place on them, now why would GOD allow a person be cursed they’re whole life. It’s ridiculous not to mention when the people who believe this shit go to the church to be SAVED from this curse and then they leave and they still feel the same way wouldn’t you think then maybe your alright. Like its not like they’re bothering anyone or hurting anyone or causing an fucking uprising so leave them the fuck alone. Then you have assholes who say they dont care and yeah they dont but they try and throw this oh you chose this upon yourself. Like bitch why the fuck would i choose to be different, why would i choose to be outcasted, why would i choose to be hated and chastised by the people i love. Its dumb, being gay bi lesbian anything of a different sexual orientation isn’t a choice. If you like someone you like someone because of a who they are and what they give to the other person to make them happy! Then people have come up with these slang words to fuck with them fag, dyke and shit like that bitch your so fucking ignorant fag is a fucking cigarette and dyke is fuck trench or levee. The world would just be a fucking better place if people would just accept everyone for who they fucking are.

                                                                        SINCERELY

                                                PISSEd OFF SUPPORTER OF LOVE 

PS IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH MY RANTS DONT READ THEM THEY ARE WHAT COME TO MY MIND AND HOW MOST PEOPLE FEEL EVERY DAY